Deep Water book cover by Jeff Twenge

I don’t want
you to like me. I want you to
listen to me.

A former cop. A technical diver. A man who built his life on strength — until it nearly destroyed everything he loved.

For years I showed people what I wanted them to see and hid the rest behind a carefully built mask. I sat in the dark and asked if Jesus could still want a man like me — after everything I’d done.

This book is my answer.

It’s not about how to avoid the wreckage.
It’s about how to survive the crash.

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A raw true story

Thirty years of high-stakes decisions — law enforcement, technical diving, real estate, addiction, loss, faith, and the slow work of becoming a man worth knowing.

No filter

The most honest thing I have ever done. It will make some people uncomfortable. It made me uncomfortable to write.

Hope for the struggle

If something in it finds you — if you recognize your own struggle in these pages — then none of it was wasted.

I am going to show you the blood on my hands so that
when I show you the grace on my soul, you’ll know it’s real.

About Jeff

Jeff Twenge is a follower of Jesus, father, husband, and former police officer. He has spent over thirty years as a real estate investor and foundation consultant. He lives in Oregon with his wife Taylor and writes for men who keep failing but refuse to give up.

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